Your Mess is Your Message

As a seasoned Dominant, I exude power and control with every breath I take. My submissive's obedience and devotion fuel my every desire, leading us on an exhilarating journey of trust and exploration. In the safety of our dynamic, boundaries are pushed, pleasures are uncovered, and deep connections are forged. Embracing the beauty of submission, my sub finds liberation in surrendering to my every command. My fuel is I have a lot of anger from spending 7 years in the social position of the world's most hated job that happens to be criminalized (decrim now), all feelings people felt about SW was the energy I can still feel. The shame led me into a path of inaction, deeply depressing but I am better now and my pain can be your medicine. As so often in BDSM, rupture turned into rapture.

- I am seeking playful, fun, training-oriented, obedient subs for arousal.  Spiritual devotee for worship as well, you may feed me and enjoy with me the ritual and magic of the 5 tantric m’s (sex, meat, alcohol, grain, and fish),  and and absorb my Tantrika sexual teachings. 

Madya: This means wine. However, in a subtler sense, Madya is said to represent the divine nectar also called Amrita.

Mansa: This, literally, means meat. However, in a subtler sense control Mansa stands for control of speech.

Matsya: This, literally, stands for fish. However, in a subtler sense of control, it also refers to the Ida and Pingala Nadis that are controlled by the sadhana (spiritual seeker) through the practice of Pranayama.

Mudra: This has no crude meaning. However, in a subtler sense of control, it directs the sadhaka (spiritual seeker) to keep spiritual company. The Sanskrit term for this is Satsang. In the same breath, it exhorts the seeker to avoid negative company.

Maithuna: This is the most misunderstood concept of the Pancha Makara in Hindu Tantra and Tantra Yoga. Maithuna, literarily, means union, but in a crude sense, it stands for sexual intercourse. However, in a spiritual sense, Maithuna represents the union of the Individual Mind with the Cosmic Mind. In that sense Maithuna means Samadhi.”

With my fingers always pinching into your flesh, holding and sustaining your submission, I enjoy being serviced, worshiped, entertained, and spoiled. You would hold you're breath long enough to pass out for me and wake up overdrunk and mindless. Meditate as I strike you. 

- I am funny, calm, caretaking and sociable. I prefer for us to have a shared value of open communication and trust and that we maintain utter integrity with our processes of dealing with each other. I want us to be a sustainable and ideal couple that displays loyalty and craft. I seek long-lasting D/s relationships, preferably with all genders who want to go above and beyond with lifestyle worship; I can be menacingly sadistic with devotees and pain sluts, but pain is not always necessary - devotion however is mandatory. Boys, sissies, she’s, and them’s undetermined in devotion get fired. 

I get sexually titillated and scarily scintillated by men who hand their bodies over to me. I equally mentally enjoy extreme ways to control and torture, my desires are as infinite as the universe. I remain and emphasize pure control without always involving pain. Primal, hunter, and Amazonian kink adored as well as tickling and sensation play based on the five elements, fire, water, air, ether, and earth. I also believe in spontaneous laughter, I may laugh at your weaknesses. I offer kink that is extra therapeutic to the point it is healing. Pain and pleasure are medicine. Can you orgasm from pain? Maybe you were not allowed to talk about pain, so processing it internally came from physical sensations like picking your fingers or being caned by a domme. What’s the line between self-harm and self-soothing or healing? If your BDSM pain tastes include self-harm that’s ok, we can explore more sensations that may provide the same release in a way that provides more positive freedom. Part of that is starting from a centered place and not starting in a place of dysregulation. This regulation can be achieved with domme care before punishment such as connection before a Sacred spanking, OTK (over the knee) is a specialty. Tickling is neurologically a pain response that I love to give as well to your sympathetic nervous system. It’s all about taking as a domme, and the sub works with allowing and receiving. I empowered take from you with how I want to order and touch you while operating in your limitations, these are touched on in Wheels of Consent by Betty Martin which was the curriculum in the urban tantra professional training I received located on this page of the website